So late night feels tonight is something I don't think I'm gonna get over (but that's probably me being an over emotional teen and I'll look back at this and think was I on drugs?)
But, I digress, it's hard to admit, but I am still in love with my ex, after everything I still want a hug because I know only a hug from him would make me feel better. And I've tried to look at other guys and I wish I could say that I though I would bang them but in all honesty, I can't and I don't, I can't see my self with anyone else, but he don't want anything to do with me so ... Fun right tell me about it :/
It sucks. I hate it if anything its bad that I have nightmares about him, the evil look he would give me the way he would talk down to me and I wake in the middle of the night and cry because it really is the worse this I have ever felt and I can't stop it, can't change it i have to deal with the pain while he's alright he's probably got another girlfriend by now and forgot about me ... so thats my feels tonight
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