I'm so gangnam style

.... It's a fun dance xD

Anyways gotta love being ginger, was in tesco with my sister and she tried hiding Oranges in my hair, and saying they were perfectly camouflaged, but even I couldn't help laughing at that everyday in my house is like a comedy roast ... Ah it's the best :3

Also new best quote: "dress classy dance cheesy" PSY ... He is awesome


Jesus why am I up so late -.- and why haven't I posted in so long ... Oh yeah dat corse work .... Making a descent alice in wonderland cover is not as easy as I though is would be, I was thinking steampunk alice in wonderland .. But it's not going well as creative juices are and zero :0 like my energy level D:

Song of the day: not ready to die avenged sevenfold <3

This is a post

I lost all my college work ... But more I'm importantly my death note ... Light ... I swear to the shinigamis above don't pick it up >.>

I'm okay thanks to today's technical approach it's all on my computer ... Thank the good spaghetti monster above :3

So ... I'm just catching up on some well deserved gaming :3 I love ac2

song of the day: IDGAF -- George watsky <3 I love that guy !! ^_^

Again with the feels? Really

Well hey there again random person, let me share some emotion with you :3

It's kinda ironic
This is the story of how I lost some of the best people in my life. I got a boyfriend, one thing I will remember is never do date someone within your friend group ... It's messes everything up. Especially when your supposedly best friends who you were there for when they needed you are gone, all because of one guy. And ironically, another supposedly best friend just takes your place. It is the worst. I though she really was the only one I could trust... I guess not then.

I can't hold all these feels GAWDDAMNIT. :l

Song of the day: sail by 'whomever sung it' (I don't know)
Night people

in on a saturday night

damn, the people i know can be so boring.. i'm in on a Saturday night. but at least i have a really derp moment to talk about. on Friday i lost my college work on a bus and now its gone so yay to me for being a clever girl and lost all of it and having to do it all again.

GAHHH NOOOO..... :l

so its now 2 am Sunday morning watching finial destination 5 its just funny to me but ... its wrong :0

think i want to start doing gaming videos on you tube ... but their are already too many gamer's on you tube  :L ergh need something productive to do .. i prorasinate wayy too much but its fun sometimes D:

Art work

Yeah needs improving, I know :P
Would like some constructive criticism though thanks :)

Goodbye dear ponds

Well hello there been a bit of time since I've posted. So hey again

Last doctor who until Christmas and the ponds are gone.. Nope I'm not okay ... I don't want to believe it nope denial! Come along pong x'( nonon

But moving on I'm up to my eyes in college work might post some of my art work up tmorrow :3 so got that :)

But any who NO POND! What are you doing. Staph :( !!!!

Late night feels

So I'm gonna try this new thing, late at night (English time because I'm obviously English) I will post something emotional or something for ego boosts Ect.

So late night feels tonight is something I don't think I'm gonna get over (but that's probably me being an over emotional teen and I'll look back at this and think was I on drugs?)
But, I digress, it's hard to admit, but I am still in love with my ex, after everything I still want a hug because I know only a hug from him would make me feel better. And I've tried to look at other guys and I wish I could say that I though I would bang them but in all honesty, I can't and I don't, I can't see my self with anyone else, but he don't want anything to do with me so ... Fun right tell me about it :/

It sucks. I hate it if anything its bad that I have nightmares about him, the evil look he would give me the way he would talk down to me and I wake in the middle of the night and cry because it really is the worse this I have ever felt and I can't stop it, can't change it i have to deal with the pain while he's alright he's probably got another girlfriend by now and forgot about me ... so thats my feels tonight

rant.

Okay, if you don't like ranting, please leave now.
Scene kids. always posting 'oh why do my parents hate me so much'. Ill tell you why because they spend a lot of money raising a kid to be normal not nyan cats poop. and yeah they might shout at you. but all parents do to their kids, so they know right from wrong and stuff, it's not because they actually hate you or anything so don't feel so special sweetheart, everyone gets it, please grow up, and take those ridiculous  multi-colours extensions out of your hair and wipe off the neon cum you call make-up off your face, for the love of god!
and stop with all the lyric posting and depressive poetry, oh roses are red violets are blue the world hates me and I hate you sort of thing, I don't want to hear it and I think sure as hell I can speak on behalf of some others that they don't want to hear it either. one other thing, saying rawr is not cute. stop.

I have lost all faith in humanity

bit of a downer

today, probably not my best, its bad to look back at you holiday and think about the people you used to be so close with and to know that when the ex-boyfriend left that they left with them, those people were really close to me, so I thought I though they were going be there when I needed them, but they were not, so i had to go through one of the worse times I have had in my life so far, on my own its bit of a bad place. ashes to ashes, dust to dust life moves on, so this is all I want to say if any of you reading this have problems like this talk to me, because I do not want anyone to be like I was back then, I just wont.


this is the picture that I think about every time I think about my ex ... makes me giggle
song of the day: pendulum: other side

Long days and early nights

Gotta admit only a week into college and i can feel the need for sleep growing, I've just got out of college, I'm writing this on the bus hah, but I gotta say sorry to my ex. every time I argued with him I didn't know how bad he had it, I feel terrible physically,
Any who college is fun so far, get in into game design and animation, CGI shizzle tis a long road but thats the sorta thing I want to do :)
Song of the day,
Foo fighters: these days

its a funny story really ...

So it was a week or two until prom and I needed a haircut and my friend who had no training in hairdressing needed some money, so I though what is the worst that could happen, so I was at her house and she was cutting my hair everything was going nicely .. until her boyfriend showed up and she left me there and that's when her mum walked in the room and said " oh, she didn't do a good at that" now I was laughing because well that was her daughter she was talking about, but I then soon realised ....ooooh that my hair she talking about but before I could say anything her mum picked up the scissors and started to cut my hair and when she was finished and I got home to look in the mirror .... damn that was the worst. I cannot begin to explain how bad it looked. it was like my hair was cut diagonally from both sides if you understand what I mean, and I had to go to a real hairdressers and have a "rescue haircut" which resulted in me having a bob ... I still hate it .. I loved my long hair :''( and i went to prom like that :L that's the story  

my first day

phew ... today was weird and different :) good different. i think the people in my class have already grouped off.made mates with this girl called Hannah. I thought it went pretty well. BUT the rest of the people ... hmm.. i don't think they like me too much... well two years of that then... yay...

but im glad that first day is over, it was so awkward and it just got worse for me, i missed the bus in the morning, forgot pens and notepads so I was just unprepared made an idiot of myself because I freeze when put on the spot which and when I did get out of there I dropped my notes I was meant to use for my homework so now, I just have to flog it and hope it works I have never felt so stupid. ultimate face palm. >.<  

but glad to be home, got my tea, doctor who on the telly and i don't have to go in tomorrow. thank god! but i have a feeling things might get worse :S but I hope for the best obviously. by the way I am a whovian. I am a massive doctor who fan

and the song of the day is
murry gold : i am the doctor
(yeah im in a very doctor whoie mood)

random post

don't have much to say really, i have spent the last two days surfing the deepest depths of youtube, on the subject of youtube there are three people in particular I am subscribed too, robbaz the mighty Viking king of Sweden as he is called by fans, morfar the wizard, and yamimash but he doesn't have a nickname yet I don't think ... get it together yamimash you need a nickname! 

now I am very pleased to call myself a fellow Viking and a fellow barnbarn  and whatever yammie's fans are called. Fellow barnbarns might also know me as orange night light on the forums. but any who... if you haven't heard of these guys i highly suggest you check them out

also, if you know them vote on king of the web, only 24 hours remaining 

also im doubtful he'll read this but robbaz if you do i hope you get better soon :D 
also the same for morfar i think, i think he has thing going bad right now ... :S but anyway, these guys are awsome! so check them out you wont regret it
song of the day: rammstein: du hast  

Rainy days& music taste

Inside listening to good charlotte predictable, it's raining out side and so I am stuck inside :/

Still got music :3, I didn't really like any music before I listened to paramore they really are the first band I really liked, but soon I got bored And got in to heavy rock and more specifically avenged sevenfold, I remember when the rev died, he was a great man I wish I had went to a live show when he was still around,
r.i.p jimmy the rev Sullivan
And I know today has no relevance to him but oh well, still love that band and I need to get the new album, sounding of the seventh trumpet!
But still of you like other music I'm not gonna complain people are different and don't have to like what I like :)
But still..
A7X Forever \m/
So obviously the song for day will be
Avenged sevenfold: fiction.

Mangaa! <3

Well I've been very bored now I'm at home so I've been watching the one thing I love the most, manga, I mean vampire knight, d grey man, the original Pokemon series, sailor moon, full metal alchemist, digimon (even though it isn't too great)

:3 have a lot to get through before I start college wonder if I can do it?
I really wish I could draw manga, I can but cute little ones but I would be nice to Be able to do it properly ... Oh well a girl can dream....

The fishing competition

Well, it was an eventful day fishing with the family but Mikey won it with his massive pike. Although if there was a prize for catching the most fish I would have won... But apparently it doesn't count.

But still got asked to go to a twenty four hour fishing weekend with some of the best fishers I know, i'd call it a win

So explaining what that is, it's a weekend where you would spend a full twenty four hours fishing, I might sound boring to you but I am excited to go :3
Just look at that :)

Holidays

I know, yay holidays exciting!
Well not if you live in England, we English people are not too sure as to what the sun looks like..

I'm in my camping bed now all snug after a day of fishing with all the family, I mean all, so it was a riot. I've had an ex come and ruin a holiday for the third time in a row, I think it's safe to say I hate him after he hurls abuse at my family and blocked me but never the less moving on starting college on the third, cans move on and start something new, so excited!

Happy end of holidays and good luck to people in schools in the UK getting results tomorrow. Best of luck!

Relationships

Yes I know A teenager talking about relationships, how cliché but it's something I personally want to talk about.

I was in a relationship, but he broke up with me about a month ago, and that was anything but pretty, it was so easy for him too move on I don't quite understand but when I think about it, it really does spark anger into me I though I meant something, so being me I do the one thing a girl like me dose in this situation, I get ice cream rent love actually and have a break down, the one thing I hate about being my age is the emotions and they way they radically change I just really want to grow up emotionally, it would help, a lot.

I still pretty much like him, I'm sure that will pass, hopefully. Really I have so much to say to him but the things I would say are from two ends of the spectrum, ranging from shouting abuse and to trying mange as kind and caring as possible. its not to great of a feeling too be honest, But things like this die hard, so have too be moving on with my life

I'm sure there's a lot worse that happens to others than this so really I can't moan but none of this is easy, for anyone I still cry over him granted I feel stupid for it after but the point of this really is that it's better too tell some one about it than to keep it locked away, trust me it hurts a lot more so
Well, I'm going on holiday now I would like to hear you're stories to really see how each relationships is different and to help you guys so no one would have to go through something as painful on your own.
Song of the day:
Green day: good riddance (time of your life)
See ya!

contrary to popular belief

right first time, new to me,
I'm bogging because really I want the experience of well bogging and for something to do in my down time
i am sixteen and looking for a place to rant and a place to offer advice to people well if they want a teen perspective which I'm guessing is stupid, none the less i am here

so anyway, contrary to popular belief I'm not the egotistical, lasagne eating cat, no, I am the average British sixteen year old, although I do have the ginger hair and the love of a lasagne...

hm, what to say really. hi as its a first entry i wont be talking about anything in particular, just introducing my self to who ever reads this and if you are reading this, one how in the world did you find me! and two thanks.

well any questions, for me leave comments below or message me or I will answer them, and i will be off to find something actually interesting to talk about, bye